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2008-06-14 - True Friendship
What is the meaning of true friendship,
now that i would like to know.
So many different definitions,
and yet so hard it is to show.

Its someone who will stand by you,
who beleives in you know matter what.
who will lay there life on the line for you,
will help you even if it means getting shot.

Someone sent down from heaven,
to put a smile on your face everyday.
someone who will allways suport you,
who will never stand in your way.

A friendship like this can be so very hard to find,
but once found its a truly precious gift.
hold on to it tightly with both hands,
and when sad you will feel your spirits lift.

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2008-06-14 - A Best Friend is..
A best friends is ya partner in crime
a best friend is ya sister or brother
a best friend will stay by ya side no matta what happen
a best friend Will laugh at you wen you do stupid things
a best friend will tell you whats wrong and whats right
a best friend is like a pillow you can lean on them when things are hard
a best friend is like ya mama...they gonna hit you and scream at you
a best friend is like ya phone you gotta have them around

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2008-06-14 - Only You...
Looking into your eyes,
I know you are the only one for me.
Feelings are hard to explain
when it comes to you.

A million wonderful words
could not describe the way
you make me feel.

You are my best friend,
my boyfriend,
but most of all, you are my love.

I would climb the highest mountain,
swim the largest sea,
face my biggest fear,
if it meant I would be with you forever,
I would do anything,
ANYTHING.

You mean more to me than any one
or any thing could ever mean,
nothing can compare to you.

Never for a second think
that I should be with someone else,
because baby, without you
I am nothing,
you are my heart,
my soul,
my everything,
and that, my love, will never change.

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2008-06-14 - Soulmates
There is this guy, he made me feel real
My heart jumped when I though of him
But it doesnt anymore
I just dont know what to feel

He put me through so much heartache and pain
When he left
Giving no excuse
Only saying I dont want to do this again

But you see someone else
Came to help me wash away my grief
He came to help me
Start a new leaf

I told him about my past
About the one
Who thought he was to good for me
And how our relationship didnt last

He gave me a hug his eyes so caring
And told me
About his last love
And how glad he was this moment we were sharing

Hes the one that makes me feel great
Hes the one for me
Hes my first love
I dont want this love to be up to fate

Hes the one I love
Hes the one I need
I know in my heart
That unlike the last one he would never give me the shove

To my soulmate
Youre the one and only for me
Ill never let you go
To my heart heres the key

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2008-06-14 - Dream
I thought since I can't explain it to anyone else, I'll explain it to you
I was dreaming of me and you running away together
Just to be together forever
We would sit underneath the stars
Count our favorite one
Then name one after each other when we were done
We'd lay together under the moonlight
So fun, thought an exhausting night
But I realized it was only a dream
Maybe some day it will come true
Lying beneath the stars just me and you
I'd wake in the morning and think this dream again
Knowing that when I went to school you'll hold me forever till the day ends

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2008-06-14 - End
It's ok, I'm connected to you
with the bareness of my soul

and I might not always follow you
and you might not always lead

but in the end
I'll be your friend

and in the end
I'll wind up where you are

we're going to drift apart
I know, yet I'm not worried

because in the end
it won't matter anyways

and I'll be your friend
ok?

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2008-06-14 - Letter To A Broken Heart
Dear Heart,
I met a boy today
He smiled at me
And walked my way

He sat down
And we began to talk
The lunch bell rang
And we began to walk

We talked about music
And movies and me
He asked if I
Had Saturday free

I told him I'd think about it
And call him at 2
But first I had to go home
And write a letter to you

I know last time
It wasn't quite right
And the pain that he caused
Hurt into the night

But maybe this one's
Not gonna break you apart
So I'm just asking
Can we try again, Heart?

When he gave me his number
I felt you jump
And when he hugged be goodbye
You began to thump

If it's okay
I'll meet him tomorrow behind the tree
Think about it please
Signed,
Sincerely,

Me

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2008-04-20 - Another Day by me
In my mind hear your voice
As I think of you
Another day without seeing
I watch the day end
Wonderimg what your doing
Everything I see reminds me of you
Even every little word
I watch the sky
And see the star
Around a full lit moon
Wondering if you ever think of me
I grow impatint to see you face
With all these feelings growing old
Doubting my own trust
With all this love
I knowing i will see you
When the sun comes out...

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2008-03-3 - To Be A True Friend
As your friend i will be bye your side
You tell me your story or something
That you don't want anyone to know
I'll promise i'll keep your word
<>

Xo-Xo

I'll show you how strong you could
be inside in outside i'll make you
stan up for yourself,people tell
you something to make you feel down
I'll make your world up side down
I could make you happy,laugh
I could make you smile again,I woulding
like any of my friends sad
I want all of my friends to smile&&happy around me
<>
So talk to me about your problems
I'll show you the way
Don't make it hard on yourself
We go all the way to the top

<>

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2008-03-3 - Real World Of Girls
Many people say that friendships last forever,
But think, it's hardly ever!

Girls try to be best friends,
But when their heart is broken,
It can never mend

I have learned threw their evil ways,
But when karma hits, it all pays!

Girls can never play nice,
Just listen and take my advice

They gossip and laugh, paint nails,
Girls lie to each other when all else fails!

I understand their little game,
They act like it's fame

Nasty messages, and bad night calls,
They laugh when ever you fall

Girls, they'll never lean,
Their not going to laugh when it's their turn!

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2008-03-3 - I Was Told
I was told,
"Not everything is as it seem's."
So let me pass on the wise words to you,
Read this and you will see.

Have you ever felt as if the world forgotten that you exist?
I know you have, so have I but what they said
Changed all this,

What if the moment I felt forgotten, I am being remembered?
I can't be too sure, but then again not everything is as it seem's.

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2008-02-12 - Can We Still Be Friends
I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light

I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring

From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love

I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay

I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you'll forever stand

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2008-02-12 - Forgive Me
To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend

An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find

Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed

I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit

An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal

From the feeling of love I felt for a friend

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2008-02-11 - FoR YoU
I guess the road ends here.
I hate to see the bend coming to an end. I never thought we would end like this before we even had a real chance to begin.
The playing fields are uneven.
In my eyes there's no way to even the score.
We're at two different phases in our lives.
We've crossed paths and nothing more.
Only I fell for you. I'm in love with who you are and not what you do. You're a real man. One who is honest, loyal, faithful, compassionate, sensual, gentle, and true.
Am I hurt?
Yes, Will I shed tears over you?
How can I when you were never my man,but now my heart belongs to you.
Is it fair for me to be disappointed?
Do I even have the right to be angry with you?
Do I have the right to be bitter on the inside.
How can I when I went in with eyes wide open.
Your feelings and intent you never tried to hide.
My emotions that I feel for you will always stay the same. Only this love I have for you, is here if you ever want to go that route.
This love is only for you.
I can only release on paper and let you read what's in the depths of my soul.

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2008-02-11 - True Friend
I am writing this poem for a friend
that means very much to me
this person always gives a helping hand
and is very special you see

I grew up very distrusting in life
and yet in many years I learned
there is so much dishonesty and strife
and for true friends we've yearned

To have a dear friend that helps us out
that gives direction when needed
to laugh, cry and to joke about
and benefits us when its heeded

Someone you trust and secrets share
knowing with her words are safe
believing that she would never dare
away your thoughts ever gave

So thank you for being you
and always being there
knowing that you always do
for me you do care

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2008-02-11 - Tears I Will Not Shed
All the tears
I've kept inside
I think that's were
They will stay

For I had him
Them
But I have you
Now

And all my tears
Are for him
And for you
And my confused heart

And the only taers
Iwant anyone to see
Are tears of joy
Of happiness and laughter

So these tears
I wil not shed
Not for anyone
To ever see

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2008-02-11 - A Plea For A Friend
From dawn to dusk
I think of thee,
As I feel your sweet spirit come over me.
A calming hand,
A warming heart,
You and I shall never part.

Follow me as I kneel to pray,
to thank you for my days of praise.

To you I owe,
my life I lend,
for in return I promise a friend.

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2008-02-11 - The Gift Of Friends
There are days when
bubbling from us comes
the innocent child within,
who giggles at the little things
and wears a silly grin.

There are days when
melancholy comes to
visit for a while;
the mind feels tired, the body weak;
we have no strength to smile.

There are days when
joy abundant
grabs a hold of you and me;
wraps us up in all it's splendor,
lifts us up and sets us free.

There are days when
sorrow wraps us
in its cloak of grief and fear,
'till our hearts ache to the breaking,
'till our eyes can't shed a tear.

There are days when
love bestows us
with its wonderment and light;
with its beauty and its mystery,
its power and its might.

And there are days when
life rewards us
and seems to make amends
by granting us a marvelous gift,
the precious gift of Friends.

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2008-02-11 - A Simple Thank-You, My Friend
Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,
You entered, bringing light and life to me,
The vivid colors, painted with a swirl
Of wit and charm, of personality,
With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,
And images that line the now bright walls.
I look upon them fondly, bringing forth
A thankfulness that you walk in these halls
With me; our friendship has become a part
Of my world now; it has its special place,
Within my being, life, and in my heart,
Your name hangs right beside your smiling face.
Rememb'ring just how drab these walls had been,
I have to thank you for the light, my friend.

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2008-02-11 - Listen
Thank you for always being there,
To listen and understand me.
I appreciate all you did for me,
And all you still do.

Thank you for making me feel whole again,
For putting my pieces back together.
I appreciate you putting my life back together,
You saved my life.

You may not understand,
Why I do what I do.
But you never criticized,
You just helped my through.

I knew I could come to you when I was down,
'cause I knew you'd always be there
to pick me back up
and say everything will be ok.

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2008-02-11 - The Dummy
In that forgotten part of town
Where wasted hopes and dreams abound,
A wrinkled man with life near end,
In hopes to have at least one friend,
Fashioned bits of wood and things
And made a dummy run by strings.

He sat alone for hours on end,
Conversing with his only friend
And found delight within the fact
That he controlled it's every act.
He told it how he never had
A chance, since all his luck was bad
Although he'd tried so to succeed -
The dummy nodded and agreed.

And how his journeys in romance
Had never given him a chance,
And wasn't it a crying shame
That he was always held to blame
When everyone knew, oh so well,
That life is but a living Hell,
Controlled by lust and power and greed?
The dummy nodded and agreed.

With patience that would rival saints,
That dummy sat through all complaints
And, with each little expert tug,
He'd droop his head or bow or shrug
And give some comfort to the man
Who held his lifelines in his hand
And helped to fill a lonely need
When he just nodded and agreed.

Senility increased with time
As did the old man's phantomime,
And feverish fingers pulled with glee
The dummy's dance of misery.
They never left each other's side
Until the day both stopped and died.
We found them lying, hand in hand,
The dummy - and his wooden friend.

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2008-02-11 - So Much To Me
Another day is passing
And still there is no word
On how your life is going
And who is in your world

I pray you will consider
These words I write to you
I liked you in my life
Yet maybe now it's through

I don't want to see
our relationship come to an end
And I don't want to find
our lives standing still

We are moving towards the end
And we really ought to wait
Because God planted something special
Deep within our hearts

I know your life is hectic
You are busy all day through
My life is busy also
But I still think of you

I want to send my love
And remind you of these things
Just so you will know
You mean so much to me

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2008-02-11 - Childhood Friends
As childhood friends, we grew up together,
Swearing to be friends forever and ever.
Sometimes we would argue and fight,
Other times we would laugh and stay up all night.

We went from playing with games and toys,
To talking and dreaming about different boys.
My thoughts and feelings, to you I would confide,
Never having anything to hide.

Friends we do remain,
Things changing, and things staying the same.
To each other we still listen and share,
About each other, we will always care.

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2008-02-11 - Can I Call You Angel?
The snow fell, leaving a halo of white upon your head,
and that's when I said,
"Can I call you Angel?"

You looked at me with surprise,
but I could see it in your eyes,
and I knew.

As you sang silent night,
your beautiful voice put me at ease,
and I asked please,
"Can I call you Angel?"

A smile came to your face with serenity and grace,
but you said not a word.
In my darkest hours you held my hand,
never leaving my side, and I said, while I cried,
"Can I call you Angel? "

You then began to wipe the tears away
and erase all the gray in my life.
You led me down a path of gold,
telling me of the creator above,
and again I asked with a greater love,
"Can I call you Angel?"

You never answered my plea,
so I fell to my knee in prayer.
As I opened my eyes, I could see you before me;
Your wings spread and a golden halo upon your head
and one last time I said,
"________, can I call you Angel?"

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2008-02-11 - Angel In Disguise
You're my angel in disguise
You read my soul with your eyes
Your spirit has entered my heart
And it's my hope we never part
For you are so special to me,
Without you, my heart would weep bitterly.

You're my angel in disguise
Your love comforts my cries
At night you guide me through the strife
And it is for that, my dear angel,
I owe you my life.

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2008-02-9 - Roy & Jessica
Our friendship is everything to me, but
I'm feeling, like were spliting up slowly
and slowly, days by days
It was fun at first and with you
gone Jessica, it's not the same, it's totally
different and just not right!
Why did you leave? Why and what for?
Tell me that?
Roy & Jess. you guys are fun,
cool, awsome, and nice to be with you
both, it's nice to hang around together!
but it's totally different with one
gone!
It's getting boring, sorry but it is!
I love you guys so much,
I cry sometimes, hoping that it feels like
the last time, but when you left, it was
really hard for me!
When Roy leaves for collage, what
am I gonna do?
Are you guys gonna really leave me
behind and forgeet about me?
I love you guys, but I don't wanna
be forgotten and unlove!
I'm crying, because I don't want
us to be away from each other,
I can't go on, if were apart.
I love you guys so, so much!
But sometimes, it's hard for me to
say and show it!
But to let you know!
I really do!

Good-bye =(

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2008-02-9 - Slow Tears
I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

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2008-02-9 - Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

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2008-02-9 - ThAt BoY ♥
Wait for the boy that calls you beautiful instead of fit. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the whole world. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says She's the one. ♥

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2008-02-9 - When I Saw You
When I first saw you,

I was afraid to meet you.

When I first met you,

I was afraid to kiss you.

When I first kissed you,

I was afraid to love you.

Now that I love you,

I'm afraid to lose you...

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2008-02-9 - I cArRy YoUr HeArT iN mY hEaRt
I carry your heart with me; I carry it in
my heart; I am never without it anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling

I fear no fate. For you are my fate;my sweet I want
no world for beautiful you are my world,my true
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart;I carry it in my heart

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2008-02-9 - I'm GoNe
Point Your Lashes Down
and you can picture my face-
Im smiling..

Open Your mouth, speak with your heart
and you can see my soul-
Im waiting..

Place your arms around my waist
and you can embrace my uncertainty-
Im shaking..

Press your lips against mine
and try to catch me-
Im falling..

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2008-02-9 - LoVe Is
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2008-02-8 - "Girl Language"
♥ Every Guy Needs To Know ♥Share

WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
.........follow me.........

WHEN I POUT MY LiPS
.........kiss me.........

WHEN I KiCK
.......hug me tight.......

WHEN I CALL YOU CRAZY
.....i mean i'm crazy about you.....

WHEN I AM SiLENT
...i'm thinking of how to say "i love/like you"...

WHEN I IGNORE YOU
.....i want all your attention.....

WHENEVER I PULL AWAY FROM YOU
.....grab me by the waist and tell me you'll never let me go.....

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
...........tell me I'm beautiful...........

WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
......Tell me you love me......

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG
.....Sneak up behind me and hold me.....

IF I DON`T CALL YOU
.....I'm waiting for your phone call impatiently.....

WHEN I'M SCARED
......Hold me close......

WHEN I LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNG`S THE MATTER
.....Kiss me and tell me it will be alright.....

WHiLE I HOLD YOUR HANDS
......Play with my fingers......

Every guy should know how to understand what their girls language

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2008-02-7 - Friendz!!
I miss you? I think I do! I'm not sure, but i want
us to be friends, so it can feel like it use
too!
I miss everything we did and use to do
"together!"
without our friendship, it's just not the same!
with just one person, whose not my friend
anymore, I just feel like something missing?
The other side feels emty, dark, lonely
and it feels like the half of me is gone,
just with one person!
Was the rumor true?
Tell me the truth!!!
I really want to know! was it?
if it is, why? why would you tell my
secrets? Are we friends or was our
friendship pretend to you? If the rumor
were true,
I'm really disappointed!
I love all my friends, and like my
mom said, I have to forgive and find
out if its true and if its not
I have to apolozies!
But I'm not gonna be the first
to say sorry!
I'm sorry but I'm not saying it
first!
But every friendship, does mean
a lot to me! it really does!

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