what kind of feeling can indicate that you have fell in love with someone? why i am so nervous when reminding of him. he never stop telling me how much he love me but why i can't feel that? i think i love him too, for he is so outstanding, for he is some handsome, but for what i am not so sure about him? i feel he is out of my world and i can't feel his true love. i try to convince myself that he is just too busy so he leave me alone; i try to persuade myself he just doesn't know how to ove someone, so make me disappointed again and again; i just try to make myself believe all this. but it is hard. finally, i decide that be silent to him for 48 hours. tear myself from him for 48 hours. i don't want to make love occupy everything in my life. so, maybe i should trasfer my attention to something else like reading, like sports, like studing. ok, let it go. i am tired of endless guess. day day up, i have my own life.