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2009-07-20 - salable book
Philosophic theory 111a¤ in life   
One wants to do any major issue, all be able to persevere, persevere and succeed. Say, it is perhaps easy that one overcomes some difficulties, the difficulty can be gone on persevering, until end being successful. However, can accomplish this, you have been already extraordinary or quite outstanding! 
Never desperate too while having bad luck 
Li end card Ke American general manager of Ford Motor Company once, become the general manager of Chrysler later. As a wise man, his motto is: "Do all one can forward. Even have bad luck, never desperate, even if have heaven falling and the earth cracking. " The autobiography which he published in 1985, become the most salable book since the dawn of human civilization in the non-fiction books, the printing is up to 1,500,000 volumes. 
End Carlos Ke not only has successful happiness, there is depression of the setback too. His life, as he himself 's saying, " bittersweet that named. " In August of 1946, card of Ai Ke 21 years old went to Ford Motor Company to work as an engineer-in-training. But he is right and the machine is kept company, done the technological working is not interested in. He likes having dealings with people, wants to sell. 
End card Ke depend on one's own struggle, by one ordinary salesman, act as Ford general manager of Company finally. But will it be July 13 1978, he the boss burning with jealousy Henry and Ford turn on except. As general manager for eight year, secret service make 32 year already, plain sailing working, ending Carlos Ke in other place never in good fortune, suddenly unemployed. He was still a hero at yesterday, but seemed into a leprosy patient today, everybody far avoided him, all friends in the company abandoned him in the past, this was the greatest blow in his life. "Once arduous day comes, except that do a deep breath, will clench one's teeth to try its best, really have no option too. " End Carlos Ke say so, do so too finally. He has not fallen. He has accepted a new challenge: Apply for and get and is close to Chrysler going bankrupt and take the post as the general manager. 
End card Ke, this person the second major motor corporation work as powerhouse at the cause of the general manager for less than 8 year in world, according to his intelligence, courage and insight and daring and resolution, rectifying to enterprises drastically, reform, and require assistance to the government, have a verbal battle with the member of congress, obtain the huge loan, revitalize the awe-inspiring bearing of enterprise again. Will it be August 15 1983, end card Ke give hand, representative of bank, denomination up to more than 813,480,000 dollars cheque. So far, Chrysler has paid off all debts. And this day before 5 years exactly, Henry and Ford drove, except he. 
End Carlos Ke a steadfast and persevering person, dare to dare to accept the new challenge, collapsing after a single setback, stopping figthing cease to criticize or attack others in the enormous front of blow, then he and an ordinary laid-off worker have no difference. It is exactly the challenge spirit not surrendering setback and destiny, make Ai Ke's card become a hero who common people revered.   
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"Then, how much does it spend on earth to support a child? " She thinks in the heart again and again. 
Just at this night on day, mother made a decision, she wants to take the account book and note every sum of expenditure that the child grows up in the course. She want, read, from born, graduate to university, raise adult one child, how much does it cost on earth, this piece " 490,000 bring a child up " Prophecy,it is realize meeting really. 
Then, one seems to be simple but the digital game that will last more than 20 years begins in this way. No one is able to know, how is the answer finally.   
Second, pay Papa and Mama's money (1) in advance   
Sting the bell bell, sting the bell bell, my father's bicycle bell is called clearly and melodiously, he is riding this old partner of nearly ten years has reached the unit, it so happened eight is clicked. Make water, make tea, open the newspaper that the desk is fooled the god, keep reading until the advertisement of reducing weight from the major issue of the front page, the routine of a national civil servant began in this way on workday. My father graduate from university, come the organ unit, duty works steady and surely, the professional title is not high, the income is careless too. What let him take to heart is, the last bus not just taking the unit welfare-oriented public housing distribution system while entering the unit, have to take out nearly all savings make down payment, apply for loan for 20 just buy their own house with mother, mere monthly mortgage dawdle lose oneself income for two weeks now. 
After the teacher's mother is pregnant in the middle school, there are guests to come to visit constantly in the family, to weekend, her student's parents will take children to pay a visit by irregular steps: "Teacher, it is said you born the baby just, we read specially, have any small compliment, my home child let you bother about, look after more later   "
"Thanks   It's kind of you to say so   Right and right   ",Mother is constantly talking about the polite expressions in the mouth, and the nutriment sent here and articles for babies refuse nobody without exception to parents. My father says: "Very good, this has saved much money. " But mother knows, this army provisions are not enough to deal with ten thousand li of journeys of the baby's at all, "well, wait for the baby to be born, the day that we gave a present was still behind! " Mother throws the mouth, so light as to sigh one breath. 
Mother prestigious university English specialized shark that year, assign, arrive now these general high school make foreign language Mr. graduate. In fact mother had an opportunity to enter the foreign enterprise and work originally, but the school could solve the registered permanent residence problem, what mother thought was at that time, had registered permanent residence of this city oneself, it is all easy to solve to marry and give birth to babies and study the problem on the child afterwards, so has just submitted to assignment. Classmates seeing in the past all have a meteoric rise in the big company now, mother often regrets one's own choice now, just greater hope has been placed on the still unborn child. 
"Hello, you must listen to, if not for you, mother accomplish general manager already now maybe. So you must study hard afterwards, grow up, buy large house for mother live in, hear? " Mother is striking one's own perfectly round belly, although is a tone blamed, covered with and smiled on the face. 
The baby in the stomach seems to hear the words, has kicked mother ruthlessly, I wonder that promises or refuses. 
"Ouch, your little naughty creditor! " Mother cries. 
The little creditor? Not who says. This little child borned yet, has already paid Papa and Mama's money earned by hard toil in advance beginning a large sum of pens! 
Look, mother suffers from, does shopping " obsession " recently ,It's nothing in go to by articles for babies the shops alone arbitrarily stroll,get some fresh toy unable to go home. Such as this Swedish baby's feeding bottle, is a shopping achievement that mother has been proud of all the time. Thin and thin bottle body, the baby's small hands can be caught very easily, and the material is hard, is not afraid of beating, the nipple adopts the special material yet, pink, soft and gentle, feel that just looks like mother's papilla. The good things can not be cheap naturally, the price of more than 200 yuan lets mother can't help frowning once remembering, but has not hesitated at all while footing a bill originally. Crib, baby clothes, panty-shape diapers want, buy needn't say baby wash variety to partial to the articles make people dazzled sincing best, the apparatuses of various new babies emerge in an endless stream especially. One and related warm milk device of feeding bottle cost 180 yuan, extra feeding bottle sterilizes 200 yuan of pan, the baby adjusts 250 yuan for one set of feeders   Never soft when mother buys these things, these all kinds of things are all added up, say, cost father one salary for month too little. 
But did not find, there were actually totally surplus apparatuses of a lot of babies originally until father screen carefully, " for example the vapour in the feeding bottle can well be finished in the ordinary home pan when being sterilized "  ,My father's tone is a little unsatisfied with obviously. 
"I see, I certainly understand! " Mother can always stall off father of a face grievance in this words, but " but since the child of others' family can use these advanced things, why can't our child use, we can not afford! " 
The little creditor hiding in mother's stomach is so glad as to laugh soon, he has been already a bit too impatient to want to bore out, have enjoyed the bright life that mother prepares for him happily. 
"Hey, greedy little child, don't worry, want, train lesson accompany mother to obediently, first! " 
2009-04-29 - totally write
What is called ones that do not write are written, totally write, but it is that the literary style is extremely special. This roll chief is Qin minister. 
1,Monthly looks Qin of conditions and customs but the minister 
Actually, Qin minister can enter " charming " The roll, strove for mastery with the sisters particularly. She coherent Zhen Jia on father-in-law, lure uncle treasured jade, she perhaps too and father-in-law Jing Jia have illicit sexual relations (" whether dustpan fur coat ruined to fall all from offering " very much ). According to brother of father and son uncle and nephew farce that ?g ather this, enough for standard to pay fox spirit. However, first, these characters are all extremely obscure. I think lopsided thinking snow celery whether meaning to comply with him revising immensely proud, old man of tablet held before the breast by officials when received in audience by the emperor, "  Fragrant floor of excessive broken day "  All characters, consider oneself too high rather. It should be the result that Cao Xueqin give careful consideration to revise. Because write directly, are all a kind of destruction to the style of the pandect and personage's image, that is " monthly treasure warning of wind " but not " the stone is written ". Second, Qin minister all have celestial being's all double identities the same as a spring. She is the little Rong grandmother of the east office, but a sister of woman celestial being, alert unreal female immortal of a state of visionary and emptiness, one of the beginners of the treasured jade. Third, but minister's behavior is bewitching, it is a delicate and timid and timid type to wear. So list her in this roll.     
Though can't talk about his crazy about having nothing to do with man's impulse instinctive to the womanning to Su BaoLian, but this is no longer only purpose and motive that he is close to the woman at least. Man woman or woman store really man in one can be by surmounting the emotion of carnal desire correctly, it is stronger and more permanent that it has pleasant sensation of human body that it even disappears than rapidly. He had heard the Plato type love ideal in the past, but he thought at that time that was just a loud wind without any smell. It seems that the thing of the emotion must be through the time and washing that went through now, the wilderness that only surmounts time and goes through too, could taste and sip the connotation among them out on the way, experience its due intelligence and weight. 
Ge ZhanShui came into the food market. 
It is a thing enjoyed very much that he buys vegetables in unexpected feeling. The sunshine shines the taste of a whiff of plants of the disperse in the air on the colourful vegetables. Su BaoLian's stir-fry is seldom put the condiment, this may relate to her poverty-stricken life, but he tastes, the particularly deliciousness that think; When Su BaoLian is on night shift, the child stays at home alone. He think child this very brave, much better than wind Ge. 
According to Su treasure instruction of lotus, he buy one fish, several beans skin and vegetables, in front of overflowing in the meat fragrant prepared food stand, bought a roast duck. Xiaobao like, take meat, this with wind Ge similar. Vegetable basket towards go back move, that kind of feeling of going home is attacked again at he carry, make his step become unusually slim and graceful. Some of him envy one loyally, this poor boy lives watching over such a good woman. Expect them to come back tomorrow, his mood is getting listless again, the step has resumed being heavy. Think piece what way prop up, turn on for a long time him? As soon as this thought appears, just rotate in his brain. 
The food market has appeared, has run into Chu LiHua, she is sitting on a root hired out in front of the door getting sun, hold a pile of colourful floppy disks in the hand. 
"So leisurely! " Ge ZhanShui greets. 
Chu LiHua has taken aim and seen boss Ge for a long time, but pretend not to see. 
"Oh, it is a boss! How can I compare with you? I have no meeting to hold, do not also have business that should discuss, one minute will be beaten the gun by others slowly, have contract wait for me go, sign still more. Time is cheap for me, do not know how to send well - -Hey, why do you have time to buy vegetables today? Has not the industrial and commercial bureau looked for you to have a meeting? " 
Still it is being angry in order to entertain guests that Ge ZhanShui knows her. This generation of theirs are even if like this, do not always cover up or conceal one's own mood, glad to hang your neck to spread joyously. Talk about the export in nothing unhappy. He remembers Lu Ying again. Fortunately not have a connection with her, she is Lu Ying's reprint. 
"Why can't I buy vegetables? I want to have a meal too. " Ge ZhanShui pretends to pretend not to know too. 
"At home, what dish oh you sell on manager? " It is confused to look at boss Ge, Chu LiHua's words would adjust much more softly. 
"She is not at home, I must live too. " 
"It get restaurant rub with the hands regard as at once one,I can with excuse me. " 
Ge tremble with fear, busy with, say water: "Let it be, I am most afraid of entering the restaurant, so long as carry the restaurant, the sour water in my stomach instead. " 
Ge accounts for water Suo and sees a soul flicker in the shop front room, disappears and hides soon, in view of figure, very like Li WanChang. 
Piece loyal to think, have that night, he follow until a lot of difficult to dispel with Lie obstacle naturally between water vast. But just the opposite, after the thing, she suddenly looked like and turned into individual, getting verdant cold and detached to him, even inclined to avoid him, this makes him getting uneasy. 
In fact, he has the one that feels to have a good impression on him in water vastly, when the first wooden handcart that she commended him is imposing well, he just finds that is supporting the handlebar with her hand, but the expression in one's eyes but the wind generally shaves on his face. Later, she frequently let the excuse keep in touch with him, even mored. It is so swift and towering to reach by good opinion just and go to bed, make him quite unexpected. Normally, one temporary labourer so plump rich sister Zhong Xiang more, it is piece that dream, dare wasteful thing that hope. Stick, come over in a moment face in her, he some overwhelmed by superior's favor, suspect that one dream really, up to now, he when being in a trance, feel those mysterious night still - -The light rocked, the brilliant and bright tears and emitting the body of the steam, are all made up by illusion. However, all sorts of traces on water vast attitude and sheet that change abruptly are all reminding him, all these are true. 
He does not know why she goes to bed with him, perhaps the urban resident really follows making love to have a meal and arrange and rush down and put it in the same position. In the countryside, he has heard what an open legend it is about the urban resident, but did not cut the sense of the skin at all at that time. Which kind of purpose goes to bed with he no matter she is because of, but his feeling to her is extremely complicated: She is his boss, hold the rice bowl that she bestowed in his hands, who will be paranoid about one's own rice bowl? Moreover, her glamour is difficult to keep out. In his mind, she illegallies occupy the one among them by assuming the role of a kind of benefactor, that kind of mood of paying a debt of gratitude that often surges, make him can not for morals taboo that desalinize day by day, let conscience bear in weight burden too. There is a little his shame bringing the matter up: The man, if not sick, this kind of thing is irresistible. Though a piece of willow not disturbed makes the favor, there are not several for thousands of years after all, moreover, who knows whether he is sick? 
It is not that one's own wife's woman goes to bed, but the first time of him to follow one. Afterwards, remember the virtuous wife and one's own commitments to her, feel guilty in long time. However, the man's loyalty is lax, the new life lures far than standing fast at much stronger to promising. In this regard, the man is an greedy person who collects ear of grain forever, when being not satisfied, even if it is a biggest ear of wheat that is pinching in his hand. Though he warns oneself again and again afterwards, no matter to oneself or vast to water to the wife, can't leave forward, he and on water is vast, it is a glass bridge that separates, step on, will fall utterly crushedly. Can be over in this way once really thinking of two people, the heart is full of again disconsolate and cherishing the memory of. 
After all, any happiness is unable the happiness that bring is compared with carrying on a clandestine love affair. 
Piece loyal to come into on water vast room, she curl up body, hold a book read. This lets him feel very novel, Su BaoLian has never read a book. 
Provoke the eye in water vastly, see it is him, has hung down, sight gets back to the books again. 
A loyal awkwardness stands still for a long while on the bedside, have several seconds. He regrets he comes here: Is the woman the man hating going to bed with her? Su BaoLian does not remember that night after he climbs down from her body like this, she draws back the body into bed at once, moves out the more than half bunks for him, then wrapped up in him tightly with the cotton-wadded quilt. She say man finish this to be very timid, catch a cold very apt to drop disease come. 
"Are you busy? " Covering the lower jaw to ask in water vastly with the book. 
One has moved the lip loyally, has not uttered a word. 
Easy good mood of pressing and tranquilizing

Steep Pet Shop Frontline Tick Frontline Cat a crude salt bag, drink the sour jujube kernel soup of bowl, smell the agalloch eaglewood to smoke fragrantly - -Except health, beautiful

and slim, the inherent spiritual state should keep happy even more, could be from distributing the unrestrained splendor inside! 1.Sleep easy to

improve looks, think, talk about, sleep, this I Taiwan heavy long full-length research for today one of. If you want to have a beautiful cheek, go

out heartily every day, then you must have good sleep quality, and sleep correctly, sleep well every day! Generally we often hear that sleep " 

Cosmetic to feel "  ,What is called cosmetology feel, have doctor say, mean will it be 10 o'clock every night to 2 o'clock midnight, and must go to

bed before 11 o'clock, because the liver is only the hematopoiesis when we slept, and just circulate to the face at the period of the day from 11

p.m Flea Medication Flea Remedies. to 1 a.m., so only you do not sleep well or stay up, it has no splendor yellowly that must be yellow on the face, that stayed up will also

present disagreeable youthful small pox, acne. If you have abundant sleeps, complexion must be very good in the morning every other day, it is

very beautiful that needn't make up. But I know that there are a lot of girls that have already worked hard and built the good sleep environment,

but probably a high pressure or tense, cause you not to toss about to sleep well, fall asleep, dream too '  Many dreams are come to speak in

Chinese medicine and can be regarded as the sleep not good of quality either)  . I so too in oneself in fact, high pressure unavoidable to sleep on

difference, and sometimes finish making the play at night, it is too excessive to sleep to get back to the burden in the daytime smoothly, the

following is the method that myself have tried, full and effective. While just making a film, sometimes I will get intensely to sleep still in the

tomorrow's lines of back, fear, do well, otherwise even if brain wheel some thing, lie down, think straight even. My suggestion is to think of the

thing completely or write down and go to bed simply, don't take the annoying thing into the bed, the state of going to bed must be very relaxed,

not worried. Tell you whether count sheep to be too of no use one o'clock, you only can count more than! The method that I have used includes

smoking fragrantly, utilize perfume that can help to relax to let oneself like to sleep; It is good too to bath before sleeping, feel the body is relaxed

very warmly and very much after finishing the bath in bubble, even drowsy, so take advantage of this chance to go to bed, can sleep soundly. In

addition certainly I will endure for oneself too some helps the benefit side sleeping, drink some in the daytime for several days, really liked to

sleep more in the evening. Know items of few peoples another,like I will oneself " it is for pillow not to help "s purpose-built ,Put crude drugs into

the pillow, can help to fall asleep too oh! Have, do fierce sport, watch violent, sound mere result better TV programme too, don't absorb too

much information sleep, '  Information that must especially require mental skill)  ,Can help us to have a quiet and sweet sleep. Help and sleep

fish's soup of Indian bread of DIY4 card     Material: One section of ginger, one fresh fish, 10 grams of Indian bread, a little of salt and wine. The

way of doing things: 1. The ginger is sliced after being cleaned, the Indian bread is cleaned for subsequent use. 2.Strip, slice after the fresh fish

cleans. 3.Ginger stretch and Indian bread are put into pan, add and poach rolling, and then put fish's lump, boil, flavour with the wine and salt.

Remind refined and beautiful and small: Fish because it is the easy it boil the scattered, it put can enter after boil crude drugs, roll with. This dish

of soup facilitates sleeping peacefully calmly, especially while summer have the fidgets and can not fall asleep, very helpful. The soup material of

sour jujube kernel: 20 grams of acid jujube kernel, 10 grams of Rhizoma Chuanxiong, 10 grams of Rhizoma Anemarrhenae, Indian bread is 15

grams, licorice root is 10 grams. The way of doing things: 1. Cross all crude drugs first, wash once. 2.Poach and roll, join all crude drugs, fry, boil.

3.Boil, roll crude drugs act as tea is drunk after being tasty. Remind refined and beautiful and small: Working pressure too heavy to too can suffer

from insomnia sometimes, either easy to relax, think too much, it is insufficient that it causes the blood of liver and qi and blood this is because

too tired. Fry and boil soup of this sour jujube kernel, can help to stabilize spirit, it will be apter to fall asleep in the evening, can also improve

insomnia, many dreams, palpitation or simple question that sleeps. Have melancholia or rash strongly fragrant disease spiritual people of disease,

fry, take for a long time, will be facilitating the situation and improving too. Help and sleep the pillow     Material: It is careless for

chrysanthemum to connect with '  Only find the chrysanthemum, drought to connect with carelessly)  Or right amount of of sons in climing

Beijing. The way of doing things: ? Connect the chrysanthemum with the careless or climing son in Beijing to put into the pillow. Remind refined

and beautiful and small: Do you know that sleep and can let people clever too carefully? Someone says "  Eat anything and mend some "  ,But I

think "  Where sleep it's very kind of you to say so good "  . If want to have a good sleep, want to become clever again, can connect with the

careless or climing son in Beijing and make the pillow with the chrysanthemum done, to insomnia, vexed and irascible and helpful, have, take

care of brain, wake up curative effect of the brain. The bag material of hot crude salt: 250 grams of crude salt. The way of doing things: 1. The

crude salt makes popular and wraps with the cloth. 2.Warm at the underbelly, shoulder neck or foot bottom. Remind refined and beautiful and

small: We generally used for purifying crystallinely even if crude salt, so crude salt can purify body too. Put on the underbelly with the warm salt

bag, can treat the questions through aching, extravasated blood of women, can promote the blood circulation of the belly too, it is non- apt to

have problem with outstanding underbelly; Put it at the shoulder neck and foot bottom, can dispel pressure and fatigue, facilitate relaxing,

reducing High pressure pumps Piston Pumps Metering Pumps pressure, let, have a rest with the sleep entering the good state.
2009-01-5 - Don't think more
"Don't think more. " 
"How do you know I am thinking, why does mat Xi time gentleman look like a puppy liking gripping the person more and more? " 
Mat Xi time distracted, turn round me, calm and deep and serene pupil only sparkling to born the color, "An Jie, I am loving deeply. " 
" kindness, " I pretend consideration conscientiously, " present state it seems to be, certainly, if you   "
Connected is annexed by a kiss ruthlessly. 
After the one minute, mat Xi time satisfied to add corner of the mouth, eyes perverse trend smile that can not can't miss, "there is taste of cream. " 
My subconsciousness comforts the upper lip, " where to have taste of cream? " I have remembered not eating the sweet food today. 
"No? Eh, I have a try again. " 
"   "
The lip aches a bit. 
"Accompany me to mend and sleep, fit Jie. " Very restrained separately, it is a bit heavy to breathe. 
Has passed for three seconds, " if you want to think so, I am willing to cooperate. " The low-spirited one smiles. 
This person - -Why before I will think he was a person who can't be more decent. 
The Xi time of the mat washes the bath in ten minutes, nearly fall into half a lethargy state once dipping in pillow after completely relaxing. 
"How long have not you slept? " I do not know he is so tired, as if physical power will be overdrawed to a kind of ultimate attainment. 
Two arms are deducted in my waist border firmly, the mediocre lazy intonation with dense sleepiness overflows careless and sloppily, "I thought 48 hours   "
The red rosy clouds outside have already been left secretly, what the lax sea wind is blown afloat for one early summer is cool, stand on the balcony that mainly lies, that the Baltic Sea has been already all black, the hoarse its unique language of repetition of wave. 
On the small round table of glass in the right side in front of the indoor French window, the ring tones of private plane sounds, I stagnat, want, enter, push it, in case that noisy to sleep down less than four him for hour just. 
" Bi " Answer the recording machine to open automatically. 
"Xi time, why had not the mobile phone turned on? " Shen QingYu's sound! 
Wonder where grievance that come cluster round memory together to let bright and beautiful to wash over, perhaps there are persons who pays close attention to her, a special woman in each corner in the world. In their eyes, her life must be mysterious and colorful, she is that attention is fine and smooth, it is sure to live a bright life. She so magnificent, Li Hua get dazzling, simple some characters already getting dazzling, how does woman who carries such attention walk in this Chaos world is? Nobody bothers about her sufferings, nobody probes into her heart, how she thinks as others thought too, stand in the apex of the sun singing, laugh heartily in the ones that sits in the moon are deserted, but there is nothing, except the baffled one rushes about and wanders about as a refugee, the disasters of one and a scene are unknown, the sense of loss again and again is sorrowful, with the habits and customs that have shut off oneself from society gradually, she only has a blue oneself left, very desolately blue, have no people to lean on. It is unable to free oneself that she falls and sits into the gloom, nobody sees her awkward position, she read oneself supporting, some weak curtain all only, draw, come, shake, go, itself to see clearly play. ,that's all, life but decades, shall I is it extremely awkward to give oneself?
The mobile phone is sounding again, let to look for the telephone bright and beautifully everywhere while wiping the tears, connect, it is river Beichuan, his voice is sunny. She has fed it choking with sobs, has not exposed her crying for in river Beichuan, he says very naturally, have forgotten to tell you, I have booked a restaurant of Yunnan. Do you like the Yunnan cuisine?
Let bright and beautiful to moan several, seem, think grievance again, eye socket afford to live, this extremely awkward woman. River Beichuan say you dress beautiful some, I go to meet you for a moment patient.
Hang up, she stands up, has put down rash and messy mood slowly, has looked for a black skirt, the ones that have melted strongly are made up. She like, die a variety of exaggerative eye shadow and blush, cover she not normal pale face up ingenious and Nature at that time, she likes the colored one to make up, so many colors are clustered round on her thin face, the ones that can remedy her jumping are cool and thin.
The telephone rings again, will not arrive so soon. Let bright and beautiful to see telephone is on dull.
Getting loud in the dull and calm sound, bright and beautiful, what are you doing?  I have been considering and giving up or continuing these days. Is not it very honest and kind to give up? Is it cruel too since to continue? Little Ray has already been tossed about and not grow up the shape by me, if he shrinks the samely thinly, however, I have lost the delight begun most. I can only do now, is a simple strange thought, that is to ask him to reduce weight, and this piece reduce weight itself, already turn into a kind of obsession behavior. The topic that seems between us, after we meet, until there is only weight-reducing this, all of us have forgotten why we meet, why do I want him to reduce weight. How about is it fertile to finish reducing? I will not love him thoroughly, I have not loved him at all in other words.
Let to smile through tears bright and beautifully, fly to the sky and testify, this is really a farce of making the person not know whether to laugh and cry very much. In front of love, fat to seem so unseasonable, it make everything bright to evaporate on at the moment, the proud man of that mark air, stoop to compromise in the love, perhaps he will cry in nobody stealthily. It is just for making the right of a woman of love, make one's own grievance come here.
Say at once in dull, are you smiling?
2008-12-18 - will you compromise
Let to say bright and beautifully, eh, just finished crying. Have a meal with river Beichuan now.
Saying dully, have a meal. What a luxurious wording, I decide to accompany little Ray not to have a meal all the time together. Until he becomes the normal appearance thinly.
Let to say bright and beautifully, dull, you imagine, his outline is really so important. Unless he for he, unless in a round one for he, unless flat one for he, square one still for he,can because he the little how many meat or not can become beautiful or repulsive after increasing but several centimetres. Whom you like such a he, conceal a pleasant soul in him, then, you are a bit more tolerant. Think about it, perhaps you in his imagination are not your present look, if he forces you to exactly become look that he loves, will you compromise?
Several minutes in dull silence, suddenly Haha to smile, then said very calmly, bright and beautiful, if he stands to in front of you now, you would not have such mercy mind. I dare to guarantee.
Let to say bright and beautifully, oh?
Certainly saying dully: Yes, you are so tolerant and mercy, because the thing has not happened in front of you, you can become its imagination bright. You can even associate it with " weight-reducing men and women ", however, if you see one is while rebuking and standing in front of you, is it fine and smooth like the silks and satins that you still think knowingly? Will you still know to wake up in the dream while being drunk? I remind oneself with those warm memory on the way of going to look for before him many times, even I can find those tender feeling when I phone him, but present him in my sight quickly, that face and body twisted by too much meat   That kind of agony of mine   Bright and beautiful, if right the emotion before not does the foundation, I will not insist on the present one. It is pitiful that my requirement is nearly getting petty and low, I only require him to be a little more normal, normal people's appearance, don't be so funny  
Hear voice that information come in, bright and beautiful to hold telephone go to windowsill, see river train of Beichuan has already park downstairs. Bright and beautiful to saying dully, dull, listening to, I will have a meal now. This noon, MuFei Zhou go back U.S.A., he one greets, give me fight even, he does not set up our relation for the friend who separates the bank, but more irrelevant stranger.
What can do hopeless thing sneering dully includes men - -This sentence was written by yourself. I still provide the artistic illustration for you. Let to hang up bright and beautifully, take the lift and go downstairs, see that stands nearby in river Beichuan, bright and beautiful to say sorry, answer dull one telephone just, get off getting late, face did very terrible? Say No river Beichuan,very in order to,don't force me not to be praised by you always. This can be regarded as look of noticing river Beichuan officially the first time. Typical Beijing man, if the smile that does not have that the corner of the mouth is like having leading first kind, have delicate looks, look gentle, like, dress the shirt of the greyish black series, the appearance that looks with clear health. Let bright and beautiful to say Oh, dress lover install with you because of carelessness. Smile in river Beichuan, say, all black throughout the year, will become what the lover put because of carelessness. Let to say bright and beautifully, very the coincidence, I had only this black skirt. Because is really very extremely awkward today, bring it to hide shame. If found out that extremely awkward by you, I hide inside the color, ask you not to find. Method this I can only enable, needn't take color go into hiding, I station think shadow right away pitch-dark a night, you are too white, hiding anywhere can find out. Jiang Beichuan says. Car reach one Yunnan restaurant, river Beichuan stop train, say: Several brotherses often play basketball here in the past, finished and had a meal here. Let bright and beautiful to say I whether one eat, see any big people of society, but I like atmosphere here very much, like by the spring of butterfly. Hall assign nationality very, shuttle back and forth waiter in Tujia clothes, " the fernleaf hedge bamboo under the moonlight " reverberates in the hall back and forth. Have ordered several dishes in river Beichuan, then ask, what beverage do you drink? Drink, OK? Drink? Shocked in river Beichuan. Make and say bright and beautifully, feel blue, my one is drunk that accompany. River Beichuan said, that unless I did not start tonight. Do not then drive.
Let to lie prone bright and beautifully and vomit in the toilet furiously, it seems that vital organs of the human body all vomit out. Alcohol is really too terrible. That kind of drunk posture not drunk is certainly beautiful, once really drunk, that is agony overturning rivers and seas. A waiter has come in, let at will to be bright and beautiful very concernedly, say, do you make the young lady? A gentleman let me see you outside, are you free? Let to be so bright and beautiful as to wash with water, then say awkwardly, oh, I am free. Thank you. Have walked out in a trance, see river Beichuan is looking at the wine bottle losting in thought. Drunk? No. Let to say bright and beautifully, send someone to monitor me. I'm afraid you drink too much, can't run in and see you. Have smiled again in river Beichuan. Let to see bright and beautifully that there is a childish dimple on his face, can't help and then smiling, river Beichuan touch face, see, let smiling bright and beautiful confusedly. Does she say, what are you nervous? Why do you remain silent? It is that I am speaking at one night. River Beichuan said, I did not know what should be said. Afraid of, ask why will touch painful memory of you while being sad you, ask, afraid you want, it pours out to be but unable to be satisfied again. Let to say bright and beautifully, let's go. River Beichuan said, OK, can I support you? Let to begin to laugh bright and beautifully, say, do not turn out. I am a little dizzy, drunk intensity that has embarked on journey did not arrive yet.
Pick up, wrap up, come, go out, go to gate is almost aslant to change, it is a blessing nearby have door just, otherwise really must make a scene. Run to support her at once in river Beichuan, supports to the roadside, he says, you wait for me for a while, I go to pick up the car, it is a blessing I have not drunk, otherwise, how should I look after you.
The car comes up, he supports her into it, lets to begin to say some words bright and beautifully chattering, put her in the right place in river Beichuan, then got on the bus, opens the air conditioning, he drives very slowly. Let to say bright and beautifully, you remain silent in a whole night. I do not know why you ask me to have a meal together. River Beichuan said, i think if said, it was unable to tell you, said myself will collapse. What? What collapses? Let to be bright and beautiful to lean against the seat crookedly, is looking at river Beichuan. River Beichuan say with a smile I want, say you like, make I girlfriend? Do these words collapse?
Let to laugh heartily bright and beautifully, girlfriend? Don't banter me. Do you understand me? You do not understand. I am an incurable woman. I have bad temper, irritable, can not to be exposed to the sunshine, also stale, I take no part in physical labour and know the difference between the five grains, arrogant, I am unable to exempt vulgarly, but disdain all common customs   How could you like a terrible woman such as me? You mustn't open such a joke.
River Beichuan said, one's own shortcoming which you can describe, in my view, all glamour. I read your special column article long ago, I liked you to refute the relations of men and women unexpectedly, curious about you too, I like your so-called life in a mess, then there is kind that makes me want to help the desire which you put in order. Perhaps in your view, I have not helped you to think of the qualifications of these yet.
Let to quiet down bright and beautifully. She is drunk, but her consciousness is totally sober. She is woken in vain by the forms of these some suspected jokes of his.
Expenses standard: Eight - people room: 20 yuan for each person per night        
Four - people room: 35 yuan for each person per night        
Double room: 50 yuan for each person per night        
Single room: 80 yuan for each person per night        
Standard room: 100 yuan for each person per night        
One piece of light breakfast is sucked in the above        
Get accommodation and stipulate:        
1.Please show the effective certificate, the depopulation student's identity card deformity card of ID card.        
2.Please prepay 50% rent, the left fund is paid off once while checking out.        
3.Cherish courtyard facility outside the room in the room, flowers and plants, basin basin pot pot, canvas curtain wooden rattan chair purple white sandalwood desk lamp odd clock and watch, 9W of stove, of check of name play a record. All everything, if destroy, compensate originals.        
4.There is a public phone in the information desk, charge according to the national standard, please try hard to reduce the time of conversation, so that others' use.        
5.Each guest needs to daub some things on the blackboard in the shop, there are no limitations on the number of words of the content form, contingent upon personal mood.        
6.Seeing that the attendants of this shop are special in figure, so it sweep cooking to need to attend to everything personally to do washing, this shop is responsible for offering all necessaries for life such as detergent soap fuel,rice,oil and salt and basic daily necessities.        
7.Eh, think of supplementing at any time later.        
The flower was in bloom at that time        
Spring is in the air and the flowers are in blossom on the wall where the flower was in bloom that I see those flowers of mine of my treasure of my masterpiece at that time, I laugh foolishly in my smile I laugh wildly the lip smile out and open a longer pure Fructus Gardeniae flower on the face in the heart, how holy and pure a lot of much beautiful.     
 Part one Section 4: Make an escape (1)   
The first guest that the flower was in bloom was the fatigue that can not hide from their face and travel fatigue of servant of servant on one's body to young men and women at that time, there is red suitcase of that only combination, has let me make the most appropriate property of thinking boldly as their arrival - -Elopement. It is to leave to elope for me rapidly, leave, two people far walk, far, it is very good like this.        
The woman's stature is very good, let me admire very much at least, exquisite white jade neck, very high cheekbone, the nose stuck up slightly, exquisite collar-bone. I like or like this kind of thin and thin and tall woman each man, jasmine like Kazakhstan  Bei Rui, that comes to the world in order to let the man so startled as to fall down the woman of the bar. Sexuality of her undoubtedly. The men only stand by her, either tremble gapingly and all over. Her cheek is perfect, and her stature is to another contribution to study this perfect art. The woman wear, inlay all over lace lace getting pink to have sleeve dress, Model V collarband buy the blush, charming, gentle that she emerge because of happiness, the peach blossom as with buds just ready to burst as one, incline in the whole city of the country.        
That man, that so-called and man that she eloped, have very clean appearance, heart calm to suffused with, arouse disturbances, one cool on one's body, rapidly until flower turn on to spread at that time fragrant and sweet taste, this come than nothing artificial spices true, naturally, let people feel peppermint very much. He smiles towards me, neither humble nor pushy, modest and amiable and dull, just right, like a playboy who undergoes the affairs of human life, pure. Just flavouring the bottle at heart is overturned instantlied when I find his stature really like a child, the life's joys and sorrows surge upwards completely. Remember mother say standard height of love two people woman happen, reach man's chin gather around, can nestle on the other side's warm chest, experience attentively, catch the breath. Just the putting the cart before the horse and making me surprised of the two is even at a loss, I attempt to look for an equalization point in the middle, but find in fact everything one is futile.        
 
It is bright but not dazzling glory to be ripe (Beaded Bracelets)

It is a kind of bright but not dazzling glory to be ripe, the stereo of a kind of round but not oiliness ear, one need until whom others watch the mood and guess the thoughts calm no longer, one stop to appeal the atmosphere implored around finally, one kind puts on one side and coaxes the smile that makes a noise, one scrubs extreme indifference, a kind of one that does not need to make noise is thick, one kind can be seen but not precipitous height very far.
Don't wait to understand because of fearing to be misunderstood by others. The modern life coexists in independently, Vientiane each. The willows of the master are lower, needn't explain to passerby that originally possible to grow tall; The Chinese scholartrees of the west family are higher, needn't explain the attempt not monopolizing the geomantic omen to the neighbour by oneself either.
Doing a new thing, everybody understands immediately, that is not a new thing; A wise move happens, everybody understands immediately, that is not College Enrollment. There is no behavior of the dispute, must not be created; The personages without dispute must not be a creator. Any real creation is all deviating from to original mode, the break-through of the social adjustment, to the challenge which people get used to. If expect everybody to understand,Wholesale Picture Frames the ones that creates are pure will inevitablely reduce greatly anxiously. Mediocre, waving above.
Recall, more presentable large undertaking which we do in all one's life, even parents may not necessarily understand deeply. Parents have founded us but can not understand us, this is evolving.
Don't only do the addition in life. Unless at at human communication, it reduce weight often, it is the poisonous without being arranged,can way after not walking easily. A lot of people, have been really accumulated the thicker interpersonal relationships fat layer and stopped up around us, you can hear their satisfied and tired out sound of wheezing.
Yearn for the peak, yearn for the height, it is narrow that the peak can just have a foothold together just finally. Can't walk crosswise, can't go directly, enjoy overlook for the moment happy, how can stop Ann hold for a long time only? Going has no way yet, it is difficult to leave, I feel unprecedented and lonely and terrified. Really warm warm beauty in this world, press earth of card, hide in the deep valley. You face the height of everything, form oneself and mock in the end. I find out to laugh at, tease it already, come abrupt slope gone down the hill to sound out anxious. Tin Box=>Imitation Jewelry=>Handmade Bracelets Difficult really in life, have what peak find, have what peak hold. It seems, are destined to be want the slope downhill path on the ground constantly, go up a slope in the downhill path.
 
 
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