Ok so this whole March Break that is coming to an end I've spent it mostly alone and thinking about me. No I'm not conceided it was more of I was thinking about my life and what I'm doing wrong and what is stopping me from being happy.

So I guess it's me I'm not happy I'm not confident but I'm not miserable. I'm more of I don't know what I'm doing with my life or what it is I'm doing wrong so the first thing I want to change is the fact that I'm loud. I'm very loud when I'm having fun. So I'm gonna tone that down a lot.

Then I say everything that pops into my head. I mean everything. IT doesn't matter how bad it is. Or how stupid it sounds so I'm gonna stop that.

I've very straight forward so I'm gonna stop that well not stop but not do it as much because it can rub people the wrong way and maybe first impressions that I leave on people should change. Maybe for the better.

I've applied at the mall to about 19 stored so I might be able to get a job. Hopefully I will so I can have something to do with all my free time since I seem to have a lot.

I'm tired right now but I might be going out later. No one is home which is probably why I"m online, since my mother believes that I should be doing other stuff. Hence I might be addicted to the internet cause everything else bores me.

Now I'm gonna go in search of food since I haven't eaten since last night. And maybe take a nap on the couch. lol.