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2008-06-26 - Does He Really Love Me??

I love this boy a lot but I don't think he really loves me. When we are together, my heart will not stop beating but I don't think he feels the same as I do. We're together for about five months but I still feel like he only think of us as friends.

He never did anything sweet for me, all he does is joke around. I don't mind that at all but why does he always have to make up lies for us not to hang out in front of his friends? I just don't get it at all.

He tells me he loves me, it makes me happy and sad at the same time, why is that? Does he mean everything he said? Did he really love me? I just want to know but I don't think he'll ever tell me.

He told me he wanted to break up because of a guy that liked me and that guy was my closest friend. I cried when he told me that. I didn't want to lose him but I don't think he really did love me. I think all he ever wanted was to play with my feelings like all the others did.

I love him with my hole heart but he never did. He made me cry a lot over him but he doesn't know or doesn't believe what I had to say. The love that I have for him is hurting me inside and out. Making my heart hurting everyday. When he is hurt I cry for him. I really do love him, why can't he see that it isn't a lie, it's the turth.

All the smiles I have is for him. With love in it greater then anything. He makes me happy everyday but he doesn't like showing it front of his friends or family. Does his love for me is real as mine? Did I ever mean anything to him or am I just a toy doll he can just play with then throws away?

I love him but I don't know if he loves me at all. When he hugs me it makes my heart stop and when he lets go, I can still feel his touch all over me. It makes my heart beat everytime. His warmth I can still feel it all over.

I really love him, I can't help but say it everytime but I'm saying what is in my heart. He is the only one in my heart. I love him so much that it makes me cry every day and everytime we are together.

I wish I knew the love he has for me is true. We are still dating and all. I still wish I knew if his love for me is true but he just doesn't want anyone know we are dating or that his love is fake and just wants us to break up but still leads me on to make a deep wound for me to still remember who he is. Which ever one of them is true, I still love him even if he hurts me or leading me on, I will love him and that can't change for me.

This is for you and I want you to know the truth of what I want you know how I really feel for you and what I think you don't feel for me.

Alphonso I love you, forever and always!

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dreammy (2008-06-28)
my dear,

you are a good girl.

if my girlfriend like you ,I will marrige with her.

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